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Friday, April 02, 2004
4/02/2004 08:15:00 pm

OH.MY.TIAN.. so tired.. my goodness.. more of work piling on top of more work.. im goin nuts.. so is my group.. keke.. i call this the PScube... stands for PSSS (project-stress syndrome season) --" mighty lame sia.. keke.. part of the PScube..

anyway.. went to sch today for the hygiene test and macro econs.. oh my freaking tian.. the hygiene test.. was.. horribly.. almighty.. atrociously.. easy loh.. lets give and example:

1. Cut and washed ingredients should be:
a. left on a clean preparation table.
b. left on a clean floor.
c. left on the floor next to a toilet bowl.

--" (hello?)

2. Food left over by customers can:
a. be used to sell to other customers.
b. no longer be sold.
c. be cooked again and sold to other customers.

--""|| (excuse me? like.. HELLO? so.. duh~ with a capital dee you hach!)

lets not name anymore.. the experience was painstakingly insulting my intelligence..
yea.. so anyway.. had lunch with sue, lyd,feli, janice, stewart and xiu zi.. and sue.. u are so right.. stewardy was like... --" almost as bad as the hygiene test.. (wince)

anyway.. xiu n i rushed to the lab to print IFB sys op notes.. (xiu printed 23 pages of wine list of winery and wines n their background info.. major yikes..) and i printed my degustation menu.. (read as di-gu-sta-sion) finally got it right.. and the wine justification draft.. (read as jus-ti-fi-cu-sion (jokin!)) den rushed to ultra supplies to print kate ang's macroecon presentation slide.. made it in time for macroecons.. (v*^^*v) keke..

den spend 45 excruciating minutes of macroecons drawing comic look-a-like of my classmates.. keke.. (yep.. he is that boring) ok.. pls.. people.. of 1H02.. let me explain myself.. do not feel insulted if ur comic character looks really ugly.. blame the mechanical pencil.. (my art teacher say drawing with mechanical pencils should be illegal.. keke..)

ya.. anyway.. ya.. so sorry to Melissa Jasmine.. u looked like the cross breed of Marcus and Brian.. sorry pricillia.. u looked like sophie.. sorry grace teo.. u looked like sandra.. sorry kate ang.. u looked like charlene, den u looked like jennifer.. sorry doreen.. i had to tell them who u were.. no one could tell.. sorry sophie.. i made ur chin too sharp.. Xp and last but not least.. brian.. (laughs) xiu zi and i were laughin becoz.. u looked like mr fong.. OMT...!!

those who interested in seeing my nice masterpiece (which both xiu zi and sophie asked me to autograph.. chey~) pls approach xiu zi.. she would gladly exhibit it to anyone who is everyone who wants to see it..

**btw.. fan mail, love mail are accepted.. autograph upon polite requests.. declaration of love are welcomed n possesive obsession are tolerated... **

of coz then i spend time in the library doing the rest of my jus-ti-fi-cu-sion for the di-gu-sta-sion mer-nu..
and it is like gettin together.. (finally..) keke..

paid karin $100 for the HTM dinner n dance.. coz i know she has to hand in the deposit to the hotel.. (poor babe) and decided to aid her. Paid up my $60 and helped sue and stewardy pay their first $20s.. (help.. i repeat.. help.. h.e.l.p..) keke.. yep.. den stayed with xiu zi.. took fotos for the bsc collage.. like loads and loads of fotos.. (i love fotos..!!) with loads and loads of people.. like see... hmm... charlene, joy, collen, xiu, jane, karin,irene chua, and tricia.. (^^*v)

I LOVE TAKING FOTOS!!! :X

yep.. and this blog getting long hor?

so do summary lah.. den walk home.. mum and bro back.. bro so cute.. mana tahan.. had dinner..

need to go do my jus-ti-fi-cu-sion..

Farewell, Gentle Breezes, Merry Part & Blessed Be!!



Thursday, April 01, 2004
4/01/2004 05:12:00 pm

i may not be the missing rib of the 'adam' i dream of... but im glad... im someone's missing rib..

i read it off somewhere that in life, you would experience and go through 3 kind of love...

the first.. is the person whom you love most...

the second.. is the person whom love you most..

and lastly.. is the person whom you spend the rest of your life with.. but this person may not be the one you love most.. or may not be the one whom love you most..

The story of your life beings when you love someone.. with all your heart.. the aches... the hurts.. the desire for the person.. the 'i want to be with him..' or 'i need him to survive..' this person may not have loved you.. but he definitely taught you.. how to love...

the next person would be the one whom love you most... since you have felt how it is like to be aching, hurting, desiring, needing someone.. this person would show you how it feels like to be ached for, hurt for, desire for and needed.. you may not love him.. but he taught you how.. to feel love..

the last person... would be the one.. whom you might not love the most.. ( life is just that unfair ) and may not be the one whom love you most.. ( like i said.. life is unfair ) but he would be the person who would have learnt to love and be loved... just for you.. he would have went through the pain of loving and being loved.. just to be with you...

in my story.. i have learnt to love, and be loved by someone who never did love me back, someone whom i never did love, and someone whom i learnt to love and loved me back.. though all is lost.. the memories, experiences, hurt, pain, agony, happiness, joy, laughters, tears all are not lost.. they never would be..

yes.. its true.. its not easy.. no one ever said it is... but everyone knows what is at the very end of that path they take.. no matter how many detours they take.. it all leads to being stronger, more mature, wise and loved..

so.. all the best..
to the guys.. for looking for your rib..
and the girls.. for waiting for the right guy to belong to..

i know i am.. one day.. i'll stop my dream guy's heart from aching.. one day.. i would belong.. somewhere..

one day...


4/01/2004 02:55:00 pm

zzz.. finally finished my test.. it was okay i guess.. scored 12/15 for it.. :X~ lolx... but the waiting was like horrible.. coz my teacher was marking table to table.. den i happened to sit at the very corner.. at the very end.. oh my freaking tian!! would have died.. but lucky i brought my mp3 player along with me.. so wasnt that bored

oh oh.. and they are like having this foto shoot/ice cream thing at biz sch.. coz BSC (biz studies club) wanna do a collage of all the faces of biz sch.. so they giving out free ice cream for all biz ppl who willing to have their foto taken.. lolx.. so cute.. but i din go coz i had to wait for my part time maid to come...

sch was fun today.. mrs ang was going through all the comm skills work we had to revise for our summative test next saturday and my grp members were like chuckling like crazy behind coz of the 'destructive critism' part.. coz that time she picked on amanda for always being late.. and kept using it as an example.. and today they had this very comical verbal disagreement.. which was like really funny.. but the whole class din get the joke coz it was juz betwn my grp and mrs ang.. LOLX sorry guys.. if i explained it won be funny no more.. keke..

yep.. so im like stuck at home.. trying to find ways to help do the degustation menu for charlene since im so far away from sch.. sucks like hell..

i better go do my research or something.. cya~


4/01/2004 12:02:00 pm

hey hey hey.. yet to blog.. maybe later.. online test now.. >.<"" die die die.. wish me luck


Wednesday, March 31, 2004
3/31/2004 01:23:00 am

Read this off Sue's blog... who read it off ling's blog.. LOLx

A girl in love asked her boyfriend.

(G): Tell me... who do you love most in this world?
(B): You, of course!
(G): In your heart, what am I to you?
(B): The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said, "You are my rib."

In the Bible, it was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his sleep; God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve. Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find the woman of your life; you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart.

After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for long while. However, the youthful couple, due to busy schedules of modern life, the never ending worries of daily problems, began to drift apart and their life became mundane.

All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other. The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated.

One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house. At the opposite side of the road, she shouted, "You don't love me!" The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, "Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!"

Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while. He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take it back. With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up.

Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go." She continued, "It is less painful this way. let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners."

Five years have since gone by. He had never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly. She had left the country and back. She had married a foreigner and divorced. He felt anguished that she never waited for him.

On one dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart. He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her.

One day, they finally met. At the airport, a place where there were many
reunions and good-byes. He was going away on a business trip. She was
standing there alone, with just the security door separating them. She smiled at
him gently.

(B): How are you?
(G): I'm fine. How about you? Have you found your missing rib?
(B): No.
(G): I'll be flying to New York in the next flight.
(B): I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back. You know my number... nothing has changed.

With a smile, she turned around and waved goodbye. Goodbye, is it forever not meeting each other again? One week later, he heard of her death. She had perished in New York, in the event that shocked the world. Midnight. Once again, he lit his cigarette. And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart. He finally knew, she was his missing rib that he had carelessly broken.


Tuesday, March 30, 2004
3/30/2004 12:55:00 pm

Went to watch Scooby dooby doo 2 yesterday with andy.. Lolx.. rather lame movie... nice story line but scenes abt contridicting.. (^^") how can any 2 person start having a 5 mins romance scene in the mist of a fight? don make sense.. but funny.. hehe..

we walked over to party world.. apparently wanting to play pool there... it said on the board that it would be at basement 2.. so we took an escalator to basement 1.. but realise the only walkway to the escalator of basement 2 was blocked.. lolX.. emm.. yea.. >.< blocked... so how? take the escalators back up loh.. (yay.. escalators are so much fun.. wee.. :X )

in the end went over to SSC loh.. (as usual) but we were like 5th on the waiting list.. and it felt like we were the 500th... (--") spent like 1 1/2 hours watching the challenge table players.. and i was think.. if by looking at them we would improve, i would be a pool master by now.. (which was TOL-Tally not the case..)

when we like got our tables 1313 years later... (thank gawd it was at the corner) we played like 8 games.. and i lost like.. (hmm lets see... lets count the games i lost..) like.. say.. 8 of them? yep.. and most of them i had like such a head start.. (most probably the head start was given to me on purpose) and my most terrible ending is always at the stupid.. idiotic.. ugly.. black.. 8.. ball.. (gawd give me strength!) and everytime.. i will end up bringing my white ball for a swim... (or maybe i was nice enough to think my white ball was thirsty.. and needed a drink ("¬¬) )
Marcus would so bang his head on the wall DEN vomit blood.. if he were to see how i played yesterday.. (shi fu.. dui bu qi.. diu ni de lian.. LOLx)

Anyway, after that Mr Andy wanted to buy chocolates for his mother (so sweet~ *tear tear*) at takashimaya.. so yes.. we went all the way there.. to buy chocolates.. ( and torture our stomachs with the aroma that filled the food department/food court) and i went to buy the Peach Dumplings for huimin.. and we had dinner... (duh.. who won't.. who can resist?) very interesting dinner.. since lol Mr A thought that Dairy Queen's Blizzard was a milkshake.. and it turned out to be softserv.. :X ok.. i noe i shudnt laugh.. but it was really comical.. to see softserv and rice being eaten at the same time.. (o.O")

So yep.. took the train back.. saw jacintha.. wonder if she noticed... she seemed really dazed.. ( she always look daze) keke... and yep.. did up my research work and ended up on the fone with cal and marcus again.. (as usual.. members of the art club..) marcus and i were like freakin ticklish.. laughing so hard.. OH MY TIAN.. i tot i was goin to lose my voice.. they wanted to meet me and sue for dinner on wednesday.. which i really cant make it coz i have pre sL meeting at 6pm. unless u guys wanna have lunch.. (*hint*) lolx

went to see ayn's blog.. Oh my gawd.. i really really miss her.. :~( i really missed the times we used to be like stuck on each other like glue.. no matter what we do where we go.. ( ayn, hanna, ranjini and i) those were the days.. (^^*) im grateful though.. i have those memories to keep in my heart... you guys are the best.. definitely not the few i will forget... ever and ever..

oh fiddlesticks!! i better get to sch.. facilitation.. blog again later.. TTFN (tata for now)

btw... thank you Kaezen.. i love this song.. very inspirational.. i feel alot of us here should learn from it.. u all should know who you guys are.. (^.o)

Robbie Williams - Something Beautiful
If you can't wake up in the morning
Cause your bed lies vacant at night
If you're lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Can't control it, try as you might
May you find that love that won't leave you
May you find it by the end of the day
You won't be lost, hurt, tired and lonely
Something beautiful will come your way