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Friday, April 23, 2004

4/23/2004 09:09:00 pm

GOODBYE YR 1.. HEELLLLLO YR 2...

this semester ended so fast.. cant believe it.. it has been one of the most emotional year for me.. actually the most emotional semester ever.. *rolls eyes*

Reflection time: (as if subject reflection not enuff.. haha)
hmm this yr.. i made new classmates.. duh~.. found new kindred spirits.. Yi Xiu.. Karin.. Marcus and Andy... founded the Art Club (members: Cal kor, Marcus di and Susan)
broke someone else's heart.. got my heart broken.. den got my heart really smashed into smitheries.. (still fixing it.. ^^) realised that whatever i did to my ex(s) came right back to me.. all at once.. --" yea.. it stung like.. dunno what.. anyway.. made my first comic book.. (^^) really proud of it.. coz it contains my heart.. (hope the keeper would take care of it.. :X)
played 2 new games.. gunbound and fairyland.. left 4 games.. renewal ( din have a choice), conqueronline ( emm long story..), gunbound and fairyland (most probably won be playing anything for a while..)
lived in my own house alone for the longest period of time.. ( 3 weeks 5 days)
joined up with new sch clique; marc, brian, fagan, kai, joanna, sheena, and sue (duh),

i guess it sums up to something like that..

there are some people i really wanna thank thru these 5 months..
first.. art club:
sue.. (duh~) thanks babe.. thru my saddest hour.. though yea.. u are a completely lousy consoler.. u stood by me.. thanks babe.. ur the best.. for the companion.. so that i won think so much.. really thank you..
cal and marcus: dudes.. brothers.. really.. u 2 are the best brothers i ever had.. (along with my other brother zames.. haha) thank you 2 so much.. with sue and the 2 of u guys.. everything did not seem that bad... all the times u all had to endure me crying in the night on the fone.. (middle of the nite summore!!) and that time when we were at shaw house.. and i juz cried and cried and cried.. and used up all the tissue that cal needed to use to stop his fluy nose from leaking (eww..) THANK YOU SO MUCH!

then, yi xiu (hubby) thank you.. u been a great treasurer.. im so proud of u.. double the joy is that i got u for all my projects.. as my partner.. thank you for your hugs.. they made me feel so much better.. u are indeed a great friend.. with ig n the class stuff and everything.. plus a sobby class rep.. u still manage to stay sane.. greatly impressive.. keke.. you will be a great friend and a great gf.. (*winks)

redz, keke.. lil brother.. gentle giant.. such good complexion (which i so so envy.. sigh.. the price i'll pay to be young again..) thanks for your gentle support and advices.. though i hardly take.. wish you all the best with that lil ger ger ur so crazy about~!.. keke..

mr apple picker.. thank you for constantly being there.. though u don ask much.. n we don talk about personal stuff much.. emm at least not directly speaking.. u still help to keep me distracted from the hurt that lingered on without fail.. thank you.. here too i wish you all the best.. with that apple u so longed to have.. ..d(^^)b..

karin: daRling.. this semester been tough on you as well.. i admire you for your ability to keep up with everything and stay strong-willed through all the shit.. with dinner n dance and agm and pacesetters... i kowtow to ur determination to not let stress get the best of you.. stay strong k? im sure ur mr prince charming WILL notice you.. its juz a matter of time.. if your heart tells u its worth it.. don let die... wait on.. coz someday ur prince will come to you.. no matter how big a loop he turn...

Marc, Brian, Fagan, Kai, Stewart, Jo, Sheena, Feli, Anitta, Lydia (so many sia.. ): u all babes n dudes.. are the best.. great peeps.. proud u guys are my coursemates.. i never did stop laughing since i started hanging out with u people.. keke.. yep fagan i noe.. 'PK4LIFE'

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To leaf: I noe i noe.. i keep saying over and over again.. but really.. thanks.. for everything.. everything u ever did for me.. from the smallest effort u put into the relationship.. to the last drop of tear u cried behind my back.. i'll remember them.. all...
n from the deepest bottom of my heart.. i don think.. i can apologise enough.. for hurting u the way i did.. y do i keep repeating this.. coz finally.. i felt it.. that hurt.. i felt it le.. n yes.. it really hurts.. n yes.. it lingered.. it still lingers.. memories tease mockingly at me everytime i pass by a familar spot.. my heart pains gingerly when flashback floods through my head..
its easing away.. but very slowly.. very very slowly.. like the imprint of your ring that tatooed on my finger for the past 2 1/2 year.. its fading away.. ever so slowly.. it will fade.. day by day.. soon it wud seem like it all never did happened.. but something tells me.. that imprint would be in the back of my mind.. n from time to time.. it would haunt me tauntingly again..
i guess its karma.. 3 fold rule.. 'Whatever thee do to other, good or ill, will come back 3 folds to thee..'
i hope that.. life would treat u kind.. bless you with good friends, happy family and most importantly a best friend who would be your lover.. all the best..
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to the autum tree: (from me to me, boy this would be real weird, here goes..) i hope that you have learnt something really valuble this half of the year.. your life is ahead of you.. may not be young anymore.. but wiser i suppose.. learnt to listened to more than just the surface of what people say.. but listen deep down.. inside.. where the heart is talkin to your heart.. (thats y they call it heart to heart talk.. and not heart to ear talk.. (ok not funny --")) life is more than just having fun for this period of time.. its also about doing something to make a difference for your future.. i'm glad u see the light le.. its time to think deeper and look beneath the pretty exterior.. good luck now.. BLESSED BE!

Thursday, April 22, 2004

4/22/2004 11:48:00 pm

OH MY GAWD... FOOD HOTEL ASIA WAS THE BUM.. those who did not go coz of macroecons.. really.. u dunno what you are missing loh.. really.. screw econs loh.. sup paper can be taken again... like in 2wks time or something.. but this exhibition only happens every 2 years.. and my.. was it like really really good..

Im definitely not joking loh.. if u have a passion for food and wine.. especially wine.. and bread and chocolates and sausages.. n u missed food hotel asia.. please.. go bang urself against the wall now... coz u really dunno what you are missing in life..

first of all, the whole exhibition is like opened to people in the food n beverages industry only and the entrance fee is like SGD$80.. we get it for free coz we are like hospi students n we arent really ready for the industry n everything.. it was an eye opener loh..

imagine.. first half of studying hospitality, we learnt about Fidelio.. which is like sort of like a computer based accounting / cash registering system for hotels.. we went to this part of the exhibition.. where they featured hotel information systems.. sort of like fidelio, but better.. coz they use the internet web browzer n shit.. they can give u the latest rates for any hotel in the world (refreshed every 2 hours..) AND.. they can track down every single lil thing that happened in ur hotel, like what time did ur guest have a singapore sling at which lounge and how much it cost.. it was major wow loh... its almost like 'what the hell is fidelio? never heard of it.. some caveman system or something?"

den we saw this carving competition going on.. where i saw people carving flowers out of watermelon, laughing buddahs out of pumkins and dragons out of carrots.. SO cool..

den we had like this food fest thingy.. we walked everywhere and tried everything.. even fagan in his wheelchair was fed with loads of food... we had like from sauages to chocolates to coffee to wine to cocktails to sharkfin soup to desert.. anything n everything loh..

n we saw this so-called chocolate fountain.. u noe a normal water fountain? picture this.. instead of water coming out from the mouth of the fountain.. chocolate comes out.. like pure milk liquid chocolate.. damn.. i should have stuck my head inside.. so anyway.. it was like real fun...

especially when we reached the wine part.. we tried all types of wine.. red, white, sparkling.. everything.. so cool.. and we had cocktail.. 'sex on the beach' was good.. but i still prefered the brand by DNA, a cocktail called blueberry.. which isnt out in stores yet.. at least for another 2 months or so...

anyway.. everything was cool cool cool.. definitely super duper fun x 100...

even the ending when we had dinner with the yr 2s.. who were pretty funny.. (wondered if its coz of the funny nicknames they give each other... hmm.. )

there were so many things that happened.. i cant even remember all or dunno where to start.. yea..
so anyway... really..

if u love food, love to cook.. love to eat.. love to watch food being made.. and u missed this exhibition.. damn.. u dunno what ur missing..

haha..

peace out dudes/dudettes,

Blessed Be~

4/22/2004 01:04:00 am

2 more papers to go.. oh dear.. i think im goin mad.. i got a couple of mtvs with nice moves in it.. and narrowed down to like a couple of songs we can use as well.. i really hope this works well.. gosh.. *crosses fingers* later im goin for my ifb science paper n then goin to the ever so prestigious food hotel asia thing.. its gonna be so fun.. oh my gawd.. im so excited.. haha..

oh oh oh.. i really hope everything goes well.. n cant wait for my papers to end coz i wanna throw out all my old notes that i don need anymore.. n see if xin ni wans my biz stats book not.. coz yea.. no use keeping.. collect dust n waste my room space.. haha.. time to start spring cleaning my room..

Goddess Give me strength..

Blessed Be and Gentle Breezes..

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

4/20/2004 10:31:00 pm

Oh gosh.. 1 down 3 more to go.. arghh ifb sys op tml.. gotta give it my best shot.. den found out that my class funds lost $50.. sigh.. n i have to like pay my hp bills which like reach up to $200 plus.. again.. *sigh* this is not getting anybetter.. my shoe.. is takin me like 3 million years to complete.. plus i gotta studdy up my econs fast coz im goin for food hotel asia on thursday.. if i don hurry.. i won be able to sit for my econs paper properly.. which means these 2 days is juz plainly work work work.. zzzz super duper sianess x 100... damn it damn it damn it.. i hate being so pessimistic.. so out of control.. so not me.. arghh.. stupid..

oh.. im gonna take a deep breath.. *breathes* ok.. everything will be ok.. i'll settle my money problem slowly.. n i only need to study for 3 more days.. and next week i'll be totally free to do my shoes and my dance steps for the dance.. n we'll be bookin a room ( htm ppl only) n we'll have a great time at concord.. n i'll have a great camp.. n everything will be great.. *feels happier.. (well.. sort of.. whateva)*
time to study up~

Farewell, Gentle Breezes, Sleepy Sugar Sand Pillows, Blessed Be and Merry Parts~

4/20/2004 11:52:00 am

Finally got sometime for myself.. gosh.. these few days been pure madness.. Studied my mbs like as if my life depended on it.. (which actually since we are on the subject on life dependency.. my life really do depend on Mbs.. since i failed my mid terms.. >.<) i really need to like so gain control of my life and not game at all.. (haven touch any games since last wednesday.. yay~) haha.. kwel.. anyway.. lets not sidetrack eh?

so joined the monopoly competition on saturday, i had like 3 stations 1 full coloured estate (orange~ duh~) and i had the last 2 property~!!!! (which is like totally expensive.. the dark blue one.. u noe?) so anyway.. this other girl went to trade her property for her rent payment.. n mr bum ( he was wearing a bum equip tshirt) started building hotels.. ( blue (the guy had a blue shirt), shades ( that guy wore shades.. in the shopping center.. --") and i started to sweat...) dot.. y u trade??!!!! arghh.. so anyway.. mr bum started claiming properties on every street.. and on 4 sides also have his properties liao.. with hotels... and he even manage to make the girl.. (hats.. named after her counter) trade her facility.. n so he had like 2 utilities and 4 ful coloured estates with hotels.. that was when blue, shades and i secretly thought to ourselves.. (we are so goin to die..) in the end.. luckily.. blue lost all his properties and declared bankrupcy.. n i still came in 2nd on the table.. thank goodness.. it was definitely loads of fun though.. haha.. so cute.. monopoly anyone?

den went to shawn's chalet.. felt very uninvitied though.. almost feel like an outcast.. haha.. what the hell... oh well.. people change.. things change... y think about it when you noe it will never be the same.. thinking back.. everyone says.. game is game.. friends are friends.. but really are u practicing what you preach? ever since back in renewal, so much shit happened.. our msn group for final, den fx2 den wu gui jia zu.. so many issues.. all coming down to the same thing.. nothing ever change.. its always the same.. issues in the game leave it to the virtual world.. after u log out face reality.. but is that what is really goin on? i don freaking hell noe man.. i contributed so much to f2, fx2 le.. everyone noes my commitment...
but when a small mistake is being made.. like sharing password with the wrong person.. i become part of a conspiracy i don even noe of... implemented by people whom i proudly call friends.. hah! friends whom i defended consistantly, and was willing to tell the whole world of their capabilities.. now.. i guess.. i see their true colours.. thank you though.. u lead me thru so much happiness in such a short while.. but the consequences for those happiness... make me wish i never knew u guys.. (apart from art club.. who still supports me all the way.. )

anyway.. im sidetracking again.. got a paper later.. keke.. mbs.. DOH~! i hate mbs.. so yea.. i think i better leave.. blog later.. take care alls~~~

Blessed Be and Merry Meet~