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Saturday, December 27, 2008
12/27/2008 12:27:00 am

I'm quite exhausted actually, since sending daxi off.. I not like talking abt being phyiscally exhausted. It is just mentally exhausting.. Sometimes when Im really busy I would forget for a moment that he has left, its like he was always there in Hougang, at camp, somewhere in Singapore. Then within a few secs it wud hit me! Daxi left! How cud I have forgotten he left.. and I feel really upset again. So it continues in this vicious cycle again and again for the past 24hrs since he left.

I really wished it din have to be this way, but we all know its for the better. Perhaps my motherly nature has taken over again, I just want to be there if he falls so i can kiss his boo boo.. I know I'm being stupid, you don't have to tell me.

Yesterday being there at the airport and seeing zoe for the first time, i felt really tired of all these ridiculous emotions.. I'm no longer 14, a verbal war, seems pointless now, its not like it wud make me any better a person if we have this non existance cat fight. I suppose Daxi wud really wish we make friends. I suppose I will give it a try, so long she is fine with it. Perhaps we might have just caught each other on a bad day. Like coincidentally having a bad day, that could be the trait of best friends.. im pushing it too hard arnt i? Perhaps. I juz wan daxi to not worry anymore of this stupid issue, and lets all just move on from this.


So there.. I shall call it a truce.. whether she read this or not. TRUCE~!


Thursday, December 25, 2008
12/25/2008 05:53:00 pm

Daxi is leaving today. I feel a tad upset about it. Not so much now coz well i always feel the full force of something only at the last minute. Like taking English/Mandarin Oral, only feel the butterflies in my tummy when I'm practicing the passage before heading to the examination table.

Thank you for the present you gave me, you know you shouldnt have, but you still did. I will treasure that letter always, and hopefully my brother will enjoy the other present you gave me more. And that it last till you return. Den you can join him. =)

And I hope you would like the present I made for you. Took close to 5 yards of yarn and about 2 months to finish it. There were those many nights where I knitted till 3am in the morning, to find out at 3.30am that I missed a stitch 2 hrs ago. OMG.. DO-OVER!

Please keep your head and chest warm, don catch pneumonia.. don worry about things in singapore anymore. They should be the least of your concerns, concentrate on your studies now, make sure you make it for U. You better get straight As or you don return!! =)

Its really hard for me to say goodbye to you. After all its been nearly 5-6yrs, and we never been actually apart from each other for more than 6mths. I hope I don breakdown and bawl like a lunatic, and retain whats left of my image.

Take very good care of yourself.. All the best to you! *BIG HUG* OH Gawd!! =(